Double Portions

I have not written in a while because....well, I could go on and on about my busy life but nothing should have kept me from writing. The good thing is that I am writing today and regardless of how much break there is, I know that I will always write.

I found out in November that I was pregnant with twins. On my way to the Doctor's, I had his preparation that I was in for a suprise....somehow the Lord hinted me...because I started having flashes of all the people I know that have had twins...so when the ultrasound technician confirmed it I cried more in awe of God and His Fatherly ways. I cried at the miracle of two people growing inside of me. I cried at the greatness of creation and the power of the Creator. I cried in innocent wonder and subtle suprise. I cried with the rush of love I felt. I cried because at the moment the technician said, "oh you've got two" I sensed a wide smile from above tending to the beauty of the moment and wrapping us all three in jealous embrace of protection. I cried because I felt loved.

Hence its been an interesting ride. My husband was in a daze for a week...but now he seems to be glowing with the realization of the magnitude of our blessings albeit I think he's in denial of how his life is gonna change (or maybe not). You have to understand that my husband is a big optimist...uhm...i'm not a pessimist...but i don't think I live in his dreamieworld (that's what i call his viewpoints at times). All the same, I feel blessed to have such a huge heart as my husband.

Like this morning, I came down to a table of roses, red velvety faux fur pillow (how romantic is that!), a bucket of bath supplies, and a beautiful gold wristwatch. Thanks sweetie for making my Valentines' day beautiful...you have been an extension of the Father's love.

God is loVE
His eyes are never closed
His arms are never folded
His ears are never shut
To our cries
He reaches out with LOVE
GOD is LOVE copyright songreach productions 1998


HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY!!!